something's really wrong with me...
just came back from eating Mac with my dear,Jielin (a.k.a. Faith)
felt really super bloated & the next thing i knew,
i vomited... ew... ...
dont know whats happening to me this week...
i feel full even though i didnt take my breakfast & lunch,
i have no appetite to eat at all...
just looking at the food, im already full :(
is it because of JC+WORK??
i really dont know...
im tired, super duper tired...
i can fall asleep just standing, like just now on the bus...
on a lighter note,
2nd day of JC life at JJC is fun and a little -.- ...
today had Mass Dance...
my partner looked lost and a bit blur
hahas i think i might be looking like that too...
didnt really enjoyed as i was super tired from yesterday's work + waking up at 5am...
anyway JJC rocks!
*hope i would be able to get my subject combinations!!!
today in JJC hall when i was listening to the SDP talk,
among the many students sitting infront of me,
i saw a guy's backview...
and my heart missed a beat...
i thought it was HIM...
but that guy turned his head sideways and i saw his face
it wasnt HIM...
i am waiting for really someday
when i can really really keep my feelings about HIM in the bottem of my heart...
but it would be really hard too
because of you, i fell in love with basketball
because of you, i started drinking Pokka Green Tea
because of you, i just cant get into a relationship
because of you, i am scared.........................................
i dont know, i really dont...
im just waiting for a special someone to come
and unlock my heart,
to let go of my feelings for you
and accept a new beginning ... ...
Friday, January 29, 2010
Thursday, January 21, 2010
staying at grandma's house these days...
really enjoy the time with her (:
but...
sometimes im really frustrated and tired,
of her scolding the maid = conflict...
something that i cant resolve at all...
i dont know why..
but i just went straight to the toilet &
started crying when the conflict started ):
cant they just STOP it??!!
been quarrelling with sis these days & weeks
just frustrated...
cant we just stop annoying one another?
haix...
just praying hard that everything would be fine...
*fingers crossed*
really enjoy the time with her (:
but...
sometimes im really frustrated and tired,
of her scolding the maid = conflict...
something that i cant resolve at all...
i dont know why..
but i just went straight to the toilet &
started crying when the conflict started ):
cant they just STOP it??!!
been quarrelling with sis these days & weeks
just frustrated...
cant we just stop annoying one another?
haix...
just praying hard that everything would be fine...
*fingers crossed*
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
FINALLY...
met dear today and went down to SAJC open house(:
haix...
good school is really good school...
okay,im not making any sense -.-
anyway its a great school!
there is a chapel in the school!!!
dearest was so happy and excited when she saw the chapel..
hahas(:
after that we took a bus and went down to dear's workplace at Holland(:
she still had some time before starting work,
we sat down and ordered some things to eat..
i ordered what she recommended, cranberry drink,
while she had a peppermint drink and some wages(:
the drink was super nice,tasted like bubble tea - healthy one :P
dear's one tasted like peppermint sweet, cool and refreshing(:
had a really nice and long talk with her (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
really missed her!!!!!! hahas (:
i havent been so relax and happy till today...(:
dear is really a GREAT person...
everything about her is great...
really hope she would be able to find the right person,
who would really cherish her...
* a word to all guys:
she is really fabulous & priceless(: you would be REALLY lucky to be with her(: *
tmr i'll be meeting Eeling to discuss with her...
hope i'll make the right choice and get into the JC that i want(:
haix...
good school is really good school...
okay,im not making any sense -.-
anyway its a great school!
there is a chapel in the school!!!
dearest was so happy and excited when she saw the chapel..
hahas(:
after that we took a bus and went down to dear's workplace at Holland(:
she still had some time before starting work,
we sat down and ordered some things to eat..
i ordered what she recommended, cranberry drink,
while she had a peppermint drink and some wages(:
the drink was super nice,tasted like bubble tea - healthy one :P
dear's one tasted like peppermint sweet, cool and refreshing(:
had a really nice and long talk with her (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
really missed her!!!!!! hahas (:
i havent been so relax and happy till today...(:
dear is really a GREAT person...
everything about her is great...
really hope she would be able to find the right person,
who would really cherish her...
* a word to all guys:
she is really fabulous & priceless(: you would be REALLY lucky to be with her(: *
tmr i'll be meeting Eeling to discuss with her...
hope i'll make the right choice and get into the JC that i want(:
Monday, January 11, 2010
RESULTS OUT
gotten back my results yesterday
not too bad at least i did my best(:
now going out to meet my brother,Will (:
need to talk to him about my results and i need some advice...
later in the evening meeting Vanessa, Aaron, Christ and Ryan(:
gonna have dinner at novena then proceed to United Square for Ben's and Jerry's ICECREAM(:(:
gotta go to the church before that to say my thanks and blessings(:
now i can only hope that i would be able to get accepted into the JC i want,
and the same JC as dear<3
not too bad at least i did my best(:
now going out to meet my brother,Will (:
need to talk to him about my results and i need some advice...
later in the evening meeting Vanessa, Aaron, Christ and Ryan(:
gonna have dinner at novena then proceed to United Square for Ben's and Jerry's ICECREAM(:(:
gotta go to the church before that to say my thanks and blessings(:
now i can only hope that i would be able to get accepted into the JC i want,
and the same JC as dear<3
Thursday, January 7, 2010
FEELINGS , THOUGHTS
have anyone felt really really scared before?
its those feeling that its as if you are going to lose everything what you have in jst a blink of an eye...
the o'level results are coming out on next monday,
which is 3 more days to go...
*cross my fingers*
good luck to everybody!
*me too!*
today i am supposed to go out with Wanlin and Heidy,
to see Huiling at her workplace...
but now here i am,at home
know why??
i am busy doing cards, chocolates, jelly (hope it comes out successfully)
for them and many other people whom i cherish a lot(:
these all requires $$$
thus, i am almost broke= NO $
haix...but what to do?
i love them too much
hahas! <3
later in the evening going to see WAYNE!!!!
Im SOOOO happy and excited (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
going to take lotsssss of pictures(:
~ a best friend is someone who understands your actions and who you really are,
they will not misunderstand you just for some small reasons..
i miss Dear...
i want to tell dear everthing that what has happened
i just cant keep it to myself anymore
crying helps but im tired, really tired already
its those feeling that its as if you are going to lose everything what you have in jst a blink of an eye...
the o'level results are coming out on next monday,
which is 3 more days to go...
*cross my fingers*
good luck to everybody!
*me too!*
today i am supposed to go out with Wanlin and Heidy,
to see Huiling at her workplace...
but now here i am,at home
know why??
i am busy doing cards, chocolates, jelly (hope it comes out successfully)
for them and many other people whom i cherish a lot(:
these all requires $$$
thus, i am almost broke= NO $
haix...but what to do?
i love them too much
hahas! <3
later in the evening going to see WAYNE!!!!
Im SOOOO happy and excited (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
going to take lotsssss of pictures(:
~ a best friend is someone who understands your actions and who you really are,
they will not misunderstand you just for some small reasons..
i miss Dear...
i want to tell dear everthing that what has happened
i just cant keep it to myself anymore
crying helps but im tired, really tired already
Friday, January 1, 2010
A NEW YEAR 2010!!!
Today was quite a day to start off for the NEW YEAR 2010
woke up at 8.45 and started doing my raspberry jelly slice..
i had to crush more than 20 pieces of plain biscuits,
using my Bare Hands!!!!
it hurt...it really did ):
by the time i was done, my fingers were already as red as a tomato -.-
i put it into the baking tin and placed it into the fridge
then i did the 2nd and 3rd layer
the 2nd layer was a success, but not the third....
the 3rd layer was supposed to be jelly but i added too much water,
so, it became syrup water...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
had to throw all my hard work away in the end ): ): ):
after that went out with my family and cousins to eat Ribeye Steak (:
i didnt eat it because i wasnt really a fan of beef,
had Chapgrill chicken instead :D
YUM!!!
proceeded on to my aunt's house(:
baked 2 cakes there and had steamboat for dinner!!
:D :P
woke up at 8.45 and started doing my raspberry jelly slice..
i had to crush more than 20 pieces of plain biscuits,
using my Bare Hands!!!!
it hurt...it really did ):
by the time i was done, my fingers were already as red as a tomato -.-
i put it into the baking tin and placed it into the fridge
then i did the 2nd and 3rd layer
the 2nd layer was a success, but not the third....
the 3rd layer was supposed to be jelly but i added too much water,
so, it became syrup water...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
had to throw all my hard work away in the end ): ): ):
after that went out with my family and cousins to eat Ribeye Steak (:
i didnt eat it because i wasnt really a fan of beef,
had Chapgrill chicken instead :D
YUM!!!
proceeded on to my aunt's house(:
baked 2 cakes there and had steamboat for dinner!!
:D :P
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